You are about to give yourself the most wonderful gift you could ever imagine. Keep your hopes and spirits high and remember it will be well worth the effort and time spent. My thoughts and prayers are with you on your journey. As far as for myself I am 4 months post op tomorrow and down 90lbs. I am excited and know that i gave myself the gift of life. My faith in the Lord and AMOS got me through the rough spots. If you need anything or just need to talk feel free to e-mail me at [email protected]. ^j^