A Happy Feeling :0)

Jul 25, 2010

I have noticed for the past 2 weeks that I am just a happier person!

In the past I was miserable!  For the life of me I could never ever, ever wake up to an alarm clock... was always one who slept in like forever!  Never wanted to do anything fun and always dreaded going somewhere like the movies or out to eat (cause I knew I couldn't fit in the seats)

I still felt like this after surgery still for some time (I'm 5months post op) and never knew if it was ever gonna change and thought I would have that "fat girl" mentally forever!  I mean I knew I was loosing so much but still when I looked in the mirror I still saw that horrible person I used to be... 

....but then about 2 weeks or so ago I woke up one morning with a smile on my face and ever since then I have been so extremely happy!  Most mornings I wake up before the alarm clock! <---never seen that one coming.. lol!  and it seems that everyday since then I have the biggest smile on my face and I'm much more positive about things too... I don't mind going out even to eat cause I'm all ready to sit in the booth! lol... yup that's right, no more having to go places where the booth tables move! (yes my life used to revolve around me having to pic places that could accommodate my 6x load!

Anyways what I am getting at is even if some of you are still feeling down and worthless for months after surgery.. don't give up because you too will wake up one day unexpectedly a happier new you!


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