I'mmmm Back

Jun 23, 2023

Can't believe it's been 12 years since I have been on here and 16 years since my surgery. Looking back at how successful I was to where I am now makes me so disappointed with myself, in 16 years I have gained 145 lbs back and it is totally my fault.  I let people telling me that I looked like a crackhead throw me off.  And 16 years later I am back.... However... I have had a lot of things happen in this 16 years... lost my job... COVID... and my oldest son was murdered... on HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE MEDICINE... so many reasons to stay on the failing side of my journey... but I have gotten my head straight and taken control of ME and MY Destiny.. Had Revision surgery on June 17, 2023... so I am just a few days out and back on my path... now I have to get back to my making my goals... first goal was to get back under 300 lbs and I have accomplished that... Now my second goal is to lose 25 lbs... today I am going back through my on journey to see what I did before so I can rinse and repeat because when I turn 55 next year I WILL NOT have a high BMI... Happy Friday everyone hope you all have a wonderful weekend

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