Debra, I can understand your reasons for postponing your surgery. I too, do not have a lot of support from my parents regarding my decision to have WLS. They are also morbidly obese, and have been my whole life. I have to work hard to keep my resentment in check, because I feel that if they had been better role models when I was growing up I wouldn't have spent my entire life struggling with obesity. My mother is of the opinion "Why can't you just go on another diet?" This from the woman who put me on my first diet when I was 5! I just finally had to realize that I'll take my support from wherever I can get it. I have an incredibly supportive husband who has been with me literally through thick and not-so-thick (I've never actually been thin!). My in-laws are also supportive, although they have been pretty nasty about my wieght in the past. I just had to make peace with the fact that my parents (who are in their upper 60s and more set in their ways than most 90-year-olds!) would just never be behind me on this one. I'll be surprised if they even come to visit me in the hospital (my surgery is 11/13/03). I've even made plans for some of my in-laws to come to Texas from Virginia to help my husband take care of my two girls, 2 1/2 and 4 1/2 for a couple of weeks after my surgery (this despite the fact that my parents live three blocks from me)! I understand that this is a totally personal decision, and I'm certainly not trying to tell you what to do, but there will always be people who will try to talk you out of the surgery. Even my mother-in-law, who is 100% behind me now, kept forwarding me every "horror story" she could find on WLS for the first two months after I told her! Good luck with whatever decision you ultimately make. E-mail me any time if you want to "talk"! - Lelina