Happy St. Patrick's Day! 8 days to go...

Mar 17, 2010

I keep having the same nightmare- I go in for the surgery and they tell me they can't do it for some reason.  I have woken myself up more than once in a panic that something is holding me back from getting the surgery.

I know that I have done all that I was required to do.  Had all my tests and did all my record keeping and the like.  Saw the surgeonand my pcp and the psychologist and the nutritionist and the personal trainer and you name it- I did it.

I wish the day would just get here and I could stop worrying.   I even worry that after more than 10 years of infertility that I'll go in and they come back and say, sorry, you're pregnant!  I would lose my mind....

I am getting myself ready.  Ready as I can be.  Let's go today....

Rebecca

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