Rhonda, Good Luck with your surgery and wishing you a speedy recovery. I felt the same way you did before the surgery. Just concentrate on all the positive things. Check out the before and after photos. It will help! And remember the pain afterwards is healing pain. It will get easier and easier. Plus the morphine button is wonderful. And remember, walk, walk, walk, breath, breath, breath! Good Luck! See you on the lighter side!