With all my love to you Girls:

He every body!!! Today I feel like on a "messenger mood" You know? today is 6-6-06. It is suposed to be the day of the beast.....well, not for me... today God send me an Angel!!!! Today I met Gerardo Morales, he is 29 years old, he speaks english and spanish, he studied Mexican history and paleontology. Today the office organized a confference and Gerardo was the speaker. You know? he send me the most beautiful message my whole my life without a word!!!! He was born in a very difficult way. He didn't have oxygen and developed brain paralyisis (sp). He do not have any control of his limbs. He CAN'T speak and although all those problems he spoke to us.... He comunicates with a special computer with signs. He told us that he LOVES life. He loves God for being who he is. He has lived sorrounded by a lovely and supporting family and he some times thinks: "What's happening to those people who can speak easily who uses their skill to offend to others? I have chosen to be who I am. When I was ten the Dr told me that I needed to have a surgery in order to feed my body due to my body control problems. I was to be feeded by a tube. And not be able to swimm any more. Well I choose not to have surgery I prefered to die if I couldn't do what was my only pleausure in life. In the water is the only place I can "move" by myself. Well the Dr. said I had only 6 months of life, and here I am surprising him still living and enjoying my life" The conference of half an hour took him FOUR months working. He has to do a huge effort in order to comunicate. One of the persons there asked him: If God would offer you one miracle which one would you choose, to speak or to walk? And he "said" Thank you God I am happy as you wanted me to be!!!! You see? I received his message of HOPE in a time that is so sensitive for me. I am convinced that we make our life due to the decitions we have taken. I have decided several years ago to live with the correct attitude. I choose to be positive no matter what is happening around me. That is my decition and it keeps me free!!! I couldn't take out of my head of some people that is ranting for not to be like the others!! I wish them wisdom and quitness. At least as for me, I do not post here my WoWs, or my achievements to presume who I am, or what I have done. I like to think that the people around me is positive too and gets happy for me. You know? I am having a real bad time economicaly speaking, and all the same I am very happy and proud that Jaci for example is allowing herself with a new car and an Ipod....Not complaining at all because she can do that and I can't even have a life with my family nowadays. I am happy for her. She has worked hard to deserve what God has given to her. We all have what we deserve. We should live happy with our own gifts. God loves us all and wants us to be happy. No ranting to anybody, just a tought. I can´t stop thinking that for a lack of comunication Cara left us. I miss her so much!!! I am happy to be here sharing my time and my little victories with you girls. I LOVE you, each and evey one of you. Me? I choose to be positive, to look ALWAYS for the love God and our Holly Mother Mary shares with me and my family (and I am counting you as part of my family). With all my love to all of you (Please do not take it bad if I do not respond to any agressions here, I have chosen to love you all and to not respond to any negative comment) Alejandro from Guadalajara Mexico

Alejandro, I always love reading your positive posts. And I do agree with you ..we have a choice in the mornings when we wake up... will we be happy today or will we be grumpy... I choose to be happy when I wake up also..it's makes for a happier life.... Is life perfect...no..not even close.. But why make it worse than it is by being unhappy.. Have a wonderful day, Alejandro.. we love you too! Anna

Thanks for your love Anna!!! It means a lot for me!!! Alejandro from Guadalajara Mexico

I sent you an email Dawn

You are my Sun in the darkness of my life Dawn!!!! You have email too!!! Alejandro from Guadalajara Mexico

Looking for the positive in life and the joy helps to keep one motivated. It never pays to wallow in "why am I not as good?" We each have to find the joy in our own success. And if we look, we will fnd it. You are an inspiration Alejandro. I am glad everyday that you chose to join our family. Regards and many hugs, Ronna

Hugs and kisses to you too godmother!!! Alejandro from Guadalajara Mexico

Alejandro, if I didn't already have my very own sexy Mexican I would definitely be trying to steal you away from your lovely wife! Very sweet post----- I agree, sometimes I get really carried away with my own negative s**t and then I recall that me and my family are healthy and basically happy (though we get on eachother's nerves )so---what's there to really complain about?!? Cathy

Alejandro...got any brothers/sons/cousins just like you??? I need one. You are so wonderful to us, all of us, please don't ever leave the board. Oh and are you going to be able to come to Vegas????? I sure hope so, you are a big part of the January board, you must come. Marsha

Hi Ann!!! Thanks for your words!!! I HOPE to go to Vegas. I do not want to compromise myself with something that I can't promise right now. It all depends on the economical situation I am going through. I WISH to spend time with you and to meet all of my beautiful girls in this board. Time will say, as we say here in Mexico My best wishes and love to you Marsha Alejandro from Guadalajara Mexico