WOWZERS!
Wow, there are alot of us opening new chapters in our life... Chapter X: Dating
Marsha, Sue, Amber, Me 
plus more, I'm sure!
I thought I was pretty much all in my lonesome with this, but have realized we all are in a new place- even those married, am I right? I'm just so excited about the possibility of SOMETHING in the future! Pre-Op, I never dreamed of a marriage, family, or even children. I saw myself as an old bitter woman living with thousands of bunnies! lol But now, now that I'm beginning to like ME better and feelbetter about myself physically, I can possibly see myself walking down the altar, having a loving husband (did I just say HUSBAND!?) and even some little kiddies running around.
But right now, I am so excited about the whole dating scene. I can't wait for my first date, EVER and I can't wait for that ellicit first kiss *swoon* 
And let me tell you, this whole crush thing is a big deal! I feel like my body and mind is making up for lost time (haven't had a pang of crush for like 6 years!) This whole thing with Chris is driving me bonkers, lol... I think amber is a bit tired of my relentless text messaging about him lol. I swear everywhere we went this weekend, his Myspace song was playing LOL!
As you may know, Chris is coming to my house July 9... to work with my 4-Her and her lamb. He lives about 1.5 hours south of me and is coming up just to work with Sofia! I practically had to force him to take a tank full of gas as payment lol. He is an amazing showman and I hope he really helps Sofia in the limited time he'll be working with her... she goes to the fair the following week. I don't know what to wear! LOL!!! I want to look oh so cute, but don't want to seem overly dressed up ya know? I might want to work the lamb myself, Chris might need insight on how the lamb reacts to voice commands I should so know this answer! I need to wear something nice, yet have the option of getting it dirty. Knowing the "typical" showman, he'll wear his Carhartts- heavy canvas coveralls to keep everything clean. Maybe I'll just wear a vneck t from LB and either khaki crops, chocolate crops, or jean pedal pushers- lol, like I have so many to chose from! LOL
Since I'm on the subject... this might be a bit overanalyzing.... but he changed his Myspace headline. I am so sure of it, I don't remember what he had prior to tonight, but I'm sure it was different. My prior one was "New Word for Dictionary: Yummiliscious"- don't ask lol! Since hearing Nickelback, I fell in love with song #1, don't have it with me right now and in the chorus it says- Will you be my Mississippi Princess, California Queen, Duchess of Detroit or any city in between You can slap me in my face and scream profanity... I know, lol kinda intense... but I liked the royalty aspect and made my headline "Can I be your Mississippi Princess, California Queen and Duchess of Detroit?" Tonight I'm checking in on my Top 8, droping comments on some and whatever, and I swear he changed his headline! It says.... "Would you go with me?" Punctuation and everything (I always tease him about his lack of punctuation in our conversations). I don't know for 100% certainty it wasn't up there previously, but man oh man, when I read that, my heart skipped a beat and I got all teary eyed! What the heck for!? LOL My body/mind/soul is all wacko tonight lol.
Anywho, thanks for reading my gushings... I'm not trying to bore or bog anyone down, it just for some reason feels better to write and gush then tell someone... like a family member lol... can we say WEIRD? LOL
plus more, I'm sure!
I thought I was pretty much all in my lonesome with this, but have realized we all are in a new place- even those married, am I right? I'm just so excited about the possibility of SOMETHING in the future! Pre-Op, I never dreamed of a marriage, family, or even children. I saw myself as an old bitter woman living with thousands of bunnies! lol But now, now that I'm beginning to like ME better and feelbetter about myself physically, I can possibly see myself walking down the altar, having a loving husband (did I just say HUSBAND!?) and even some little kiddies running around.
But right now, I am so excited about the whole dating scene. I can't wait for my first date, EVER and I can't wait for that ellicit first kiss *swoon* And let me tell you, this whole crush thing is a big deal! I feel like my body and mind is making up for lost time (haven't had a pang of crush for like 6 years!) This whole thing with Chris is driving me bonkers, lol... I think amber is a bit tired of my relentless text messaging about him lol. I swear everywhere we went this weekend, his Myspace song was playing LOL!
As you may know, Chris is coming to my house July 9... to work with my 4-Her and her lamb. He lives about 1.5 hours south of me and is coming up just to work with Sofia! I practically had to force him to take a tank full of gas as payment lol. He is an amazing showman and I hope he really helps Sofia in the limited time he'll be working with her... she goes to the fair the following week. I don't know what to wear! LOL!!! I want to look oh so cute, but don't want to seem overly dressed up ya know? I might want to work the lamb myself, Chris might need insight on how the lamb reacts to voice commands I should so know this answer! I need to wear something nice, yet have the option of getting it dirty. Knowing the "typical" showman, he'll wear his Carhartts- heavy canvas coveralls to keep everything clean. Maybe I'll just wear a vneck t from LB and either khaki crops, chocolate crops, or jean pedal pushers- lol, like I have so many to chose from! LOL
Since I'm on the subject... this might be a bit overanalyzing.... but he changed his Myspace headline. I am so sure of it, I don't remember what he had prior to tonight, but I'm sure it was different. My prior one was "New Word for Dictionary: Yummiliscious"- don't ask lol! Since hearing Nickelback, I fell in love with song #1, don't have it with me right now and in the chorus it says- Will you be my Mississippi Princess, California Queen, Duchess of Detroit or any city in between You can slap me in my face and scream profanity... I know, lol kinda intense... but I liked the royalty aspect and made my headline "Can I be your Mississippi Princess, California Queen and Duchess of Detroit?" Tonight I'm checking in on my Top 8, droping comments on some and whatever, and I swear he changed his headline! It says.... "Would you go with me?" Punctuation and everything (I always tease him about his lack of punctuation in our conversations). I don't know for 100% certainty it wasn't up there previously, but man oh man, when I read that, my heart skipped a beat and I got all teary eyed! What the heck for!? LOL My body/mind/soul is all wacko tonight lol.
Anywho, thanks for reading my gushings... I'm not trying to bore or bog anyone down, it just for some reason feels better to write and gush then tell someone... like a family member lol... can we say WEIRD? LOL These are the lyrics to the song, I misquoted them....
The Chorus:
'Cause you're my Mississippi Princess
You're my California Queen
Like the Duchess of Detroit
And every city in between
You can slap me in the face
You can scream profanity
Song: Its kinda odd, but I like the Royal part he he he
Follow You Home
Well you can dig me up a grave
And try and stick me in the ground
Well you can tie me to the bed
And try and beat me half to death
But you can never keep me down
Well you can stick me in a hole
And you can pray all day for rain
You can shoot me in the leg
Just to try to make me beg
And you can leave me there for days
[CHORUS]
And I'll stay alive
Just to follow you home
And I will survive
'Cause you're my Mississippi Princess
You're my California Queen
Like the Duchess of Detroit
And every city in between
You can slap me in the face
You can scream profanity
Leave me here to die alone but
I'll still follow you home
I'll still follow you home
You can make a couple calls
And tell your brothers I'm in town
Put a bounty on my head
And tell my parents that I'm dead
And hope to hell I'm never found
You can steal me the keys
To your daddy's Cadillac
You can tamper with the brakes
Call it a mistake
And pray I'm never coming back
[CHORUS]
You can dig me up a grave
And try and stick me in the ground
You can tie me to the bed
And try and beat me half to death
But you can never keep me down
And I will survive
'Cause you're my Mississippi Princess
You're my California Queen
Like the Duchess of Detroit
And every city in between
You can slap me in the face
You can scream profanity
Leave me here to die alone but
I'll still follow you home
I'll still follow you home
Ok, geeze, I am so the investigator I guess! I'm in myspace land looking for a new profile song, I like changin the profile al the time now and decided for a country theme so I type in Josh turner- a hottie with the best voice ever! OMG, his first song is called would you go with me!!! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=42227302
I think I need to just go to bed, lol!
Jaci---It's lovely to hear you be so giddy and excited--it's a wonderful time for you, I can see.
Enjoy yourself----no hurries on the hub and kids (I was 30 when I got married and 37 when I had my daughter!!!!)---live it up!
I'm so sorry that I always offer you advice--I can't help myself--reading your posts makes me thrilled for the life you are going to have and all the fun that you are having now! You can't even imagine the doors that will open for you!!!
Cathy
Cathy, give me all the advice you want! I completely welcome it! I am just so excited for everyone that is in this new chapter... I know I am like the most giddy person right now lol. It is absolutely CRAZY!!!!!!!
I am vry excited about my future.... I never really was, ya know? Now, oh yeah baby, lets travel the world!
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