Mad at myself

I am in a weird introspective kind of mood tonight. I am angry at myself because I have always been the kind to take xtra special care of things that important people have given me. Like if your hubby/wife/lover gave you a lovely ring,you would cheri**** and care for it always...right? Well god gave me this perfect gift... a beautiful,healthy body. And I messed it up. Willingly and knowingly I screwed it up by overeating,smoking,drinking,never really taking care of my skin...Why? Now I am working so hard to try and be healthy. I am eating better,working out,hydrating,taking care of my skin. I quit smoking,quit drinking,quit caffeine...and for what? To try and UNDO what I have done to MYSELF for so many years...URG!!! I guess I am just frustrated...sorry for my random babbling.

And God forgives us. Now accept that forgiveness and move forward! Teresa

Hey sweetie pie, at least you didn't wait as long as I did So much less to fix. Quit kicking yourself. You're doing what you need to do to get healthy. That's what counts Sending lots of hugs Roinna PS: How are the in-laws?

Thanks for the replies. Ronna, the in-laws are doing well. They have all left the north and are safe for now. The head of Hizbola keeps insinuating that he has weapons that can reach that far. Who knows? We will just keep our fingers crossed and pray for peace.

what she said: me, too----- but it's a new day, doll, and we are heading for healthy and fabulous--so, bygones. Cathy