Tomorrow is my day

My surgery is tomorrow. I have to be there very early for more blood tests. I've gone from jittery to sad to pensive. I feel invisible right now and very alone. It's a reoccurring theme for me. Does anyone else ever feel invisible? Like you are walking through life and nobody sees you? I usually get busy at times like these and it goes away. My house is going to be awfully clean tomorrow. Mary P

good luck and you are not alone i will be praying for you. you'll be just fine congratulations on your new life.

Congrats tomorrow Mary, you'll do just fine. Keep us informed once your home from the hospital. Rember to walk, walk walk. Take Care, Carly

Mary, Have you ever told anyone that you feel invisible. I urge you to tell your doctor this. You can and will feel better. This iwll be a good first step for you Mary, Once you recuperate from surgery let your doctor know and he can help you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!! Of course it's an emotional time right now for us all..the day before I plan on being a basketcase. Don;t be too hard on your self. Deb

Mary, You are not invisible and certainly not alone. I am also having surgery very early in the morning. I am first up in OR! I am in the middle of my nauseating bowel prep now, and finishing up with packing getting ready. I have to admit to having a bit of an opposite feeling of visibility. Right now, I feel like everyone is pushing me at work and here at home to be sure I have taken care of this and that for them before I am not able to; as if no one could take care of things or themselves without me! I am nervous about tomorrow now. It began hitting me yesterday. At the same time, though, I am looking forward to a little downtime! Isn't that crazy?? Either way, I will be glad to get it over and get on with life! Best of luck to you, hon, I will write your name down and keep you in mind in the morning! Sandy L

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Mary HUGS. I understand. I'm one week out and everytime I sit down and think about this, tears just start flowing. I've worked so hard for this for so long--as I'm sure you have. As much as I can't wait for this, I'm terrified that if something were to happen, no one would even notice I'm missing. I don't know if you will get this in time, but you will be on my mind all night and all day tomorrow. May our Blessed Mother intervene on your behalf as only a good Jewish mother can. DeAnna