just a few days
Well its only a few days I kind of wish i didnt know untill the last week as this last mount has been a roller coster of emotions. the mens message board has been great. and i wanted to thank all you that have passed on you thoughts and friendly advice . again thank you I feel like my kids saying are we there yet or is it time dad lol. I really have faith in GOD that everything will go just the way its soposto. I still have a hard time with thinking about my kids and the way they are scared and not being able to just make it better . but we have talked and my son says he really doesnt want me to do it . but he wants me to be Happy.and my doughter is about the same . I remember my father died when i was 15 years old and i dont want to do that to them . it wasnt happe childhood. anyway I hope everyone get threw there surgerys and recovers without any problems . thank you guys for being here . as i better go now as i cant stop balling like a baby . Man father hood is hard work .and so it motherhood . as i'm a stay at home dad singal and looking ladys lol .