Pre op done, surgery Monday
Hello to all *****ad. I did my pre op yesterday; EKG, blood, chest xray. Met with the surgeon and assistant and various nurses in the office, received spirometer. Cried in the room with the surgeon and assistant. Worried about how I'll do, risks, etc. Just a wreck! After discussing all of the concerns, I was reassured about the risks. Considering that I have no medical problems (yes, overweight and a little bit of high blood pressure) my risk is relatively low. I know this but hearing it from the surgeon was important to me. I don't have sleep apnea, no diabetes, no heart disease; heart attacks, strokes, none of the things that I will probably have in the future should I not lose this weight.
Anyway, I'm happy to report that I'm happy and feeling good about this surgery. I'm ready to get it done and over with, recover and move on with my life. I'm ready for all of the changes, ready to embrace a new life with my husband and family. I am ready to experience all of the things that I've sat on the sidelines for, ready to feel good about myself. Death, serious complications, NOT AN OPTION FOR ME OR MY FAMILY. It is simply not - an - option! P-e-r-i-o-d!!! I refuse to even consider the "worst".
I was going to write letters, but I've chosen not to. I'm not going to put negative energy into something that isn't even going to happen!
So, anyone having surgery Monday? How are you feeling? What's going on with you?
Starting the liquids tomorrow. NOT looking forward to that...I know that it's going to be difficult. I've got plenty to keep me busy though so that should help. Leaving early Sunday, like 10:30 to go to the city (2 hour drive) where surgery is. Have to take that magnesium stuff. I hear that it's not pleasant! Egad.
Well, to all, take care. Whether you've had surgery, are about to have it, are contemplating it, best wishes.
~Kim
P.S. On a personal note, glad to hear that Ronna is doing better. Get well! My heart and sympthies go out to the Culpepper family!
Congratulations Kim
Sounds like I am right there with you doing the same things. I head out for Redding on sunday and that is 1-1/2 hour drive for me. I am not excited about the magnesium stuff either but what ever it takes i will do it. I look forward to hearing how everything turns out for you. Good luck and don't worry!!!
Ronda
