I feel guilty!!!!
Hi to you all,
I have been reading the posts about being depressed. I feel really guilty!!!! I feel so good and have no problem with anything. sure There are some things I can't eat yet, I throw them up and find something else. I have more energy. I've lost 27 pounds since 1/31. My sugar is normal. I am on the top of the world. I now eat to live not live to eat. So am I weird or what????? I feel so guilty that I feel so good....... Ellie
I was even beginning to wonder if DR Hagen DID slice, dice and re-arrange me! I had no staples, no drains, no gas pains, no leak test while awake....I dont FEEL different on the inside at all!
Yet I struggle to force myself to drink and eat w/o throwing it all up again....I know my water and protein levels are not high enough....everyday brings renewed efforts and hope that I can do it that day! But I do have to admit that some days , I just dont feel like making the effort and then I feel guilty because Im NOT a quitter and Ive made a commitment with my surgery.....it took me almost two years to get it and I have to fight to give it my all.
Im not going to quit...Im still trying *s*
Nancy B