Wedding notes and new slideshow!!
Hi again!! 
My friend's wedding was yesterday and I am glad it's over. For the most part, I just wanted to escape, but there were very few bright spots. I did see a girl I graduated with that I have not seen in over 11 years. She told me she would not have recognized me off the bat since she remembers me with long blonde hair and now it's short and dark red... 
But she said I looked good and that was vey nice! Strangely, I just felt very uncomfortable the entire time. It was like me, along with my other friends from high school that were there, did not belong or did not mean that much to her life. She recognized all of her friends from Virginia Tech that were there by having a group photo with them, but nothing for us. I don't have a picture with her at all. I guess that kind of made me realize that our lives are even more separate now than I even thought. Before the wedding we got into a fight. She threw in my face that I didn't come to her bridal shower or bachelorette party (which was over 2 months before the wedding, and the bachelorette party consisted of 4 people including the bride) and I threw back it was because I had MAJOR SURGERY 10 days before that!!! I am the last of my high school friends to get married, and I am quite far away from it, and just made me realize that that chapter of my life may actually have ended and that it's time to focus on my current friends, my life, and myself. I just felt out of place. I had a great time with my other high school friends and their 4 kids though. It was nice to see them and hang out with them again too. If things work out with the guy I just started seeing, his daughter and their kids could play together while we visit and such. That could be nice, but a big jump into the future. 
Also, not that it was my day or anything, but I felt invisible. I got all glammed up and thought I looked nice, but very few people even commented on me or my almost 50 pound weight loss. 
Like I said, I know that it was not my day and all, but a comment would have made me feel at least noticed or visible. Am I making something out of nothing?
Anyways, I am glad with it is over with. It was nice but very awkward. But I did put a new slideshow onto my profile right under the first one!! It's very cute and there are some adorable kid pictures too!! I love those little ones!!
OK, that's all for now.... hope everyone enjoys the end of their weekend!!
~amber~ 
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My friend's wedding was yesterday and I am glad it's over. For the most part, I just wanted to escape, but there were very few bright spots. I did see a girl I graduated with that I have not seen in over 11 years. She told me she would not have recognized me off the bat since she remembers me with long blonde hair and now it's short and dark red... But she said I looked good and that was vey nice! Strangely, I just felt very uncomfortable the entire time. It was like me, along with my other friends from high school that were there, did not belong or did not mean that much to her life. She recognized all of her friends from Virginia Tech that were there by having a group photo with them, but nothing for us. I don't have a picture with her at all. I guess that kind of made me realize that our lives are even more separate now than I even thought. Before the wedding we got into a fight. She threw in my face that I didn't come to her bridal shower or bachelorette party (which was over 2 months before the wedding, and the bachelorette party consisted of 4 people including the bride) and I threw back it was because I had MAJOR SURGERY 10 days before that!!! I am the last of my high school friends to get married, and I am quite far away from it, and just made me realize that that chapter of my life may actually have ended and that it's time to focus on my current friends, my life, and myself. I just felt out of place. I had a great time with my other high school friends and their 4 kids though. It was nice to see them and hang out with them again too. If things work out with the guy I just started seeing, his daughter and their kids could play together while we visit and such. That could be nice, but a big jump into the future. Also, not that it was my day or anything, but I felt invisible. I got all glammed up and thought I looked nice, but very few people even commented on me or my almost 50 pound weight loss. Like I said, I know that it was not my day and all, but a comment would have made me feel at least noticed or visible. Am I making something out of nothing?
Anyways, I am glad with it is over with. It was nice but very awkward. But I did put a new slideshow onto my profile right under the first one!! It's very cute and there are some adorable kid pictures too!! I love those little ones!!
OK, that's all for now.... hope everyone enjoys the end of their weekend!!
~amber~
311/263/140 
aww thanks!
there is a little link at the bottom right hand corner of each slideshow that you can click on. i think the site is www.rockmyspace.com they are really easy to make. if you need help, just let me know!! I can help you out!! 
hope you are having a great day!! 
~amber~
hope you are having a great day!!
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