Chinese Food Revisited
About 3 bites of Kung Pao Chicken. I didn't even eat the chicken because it was too chewy/fibrous and I knew better.
Maybe the water chestnuts? It didn't bother me last night!
Ah well...that's what I get. I should have chosen the protein shake tonight instead. Now I don't want to eat or drink anything for a long while.
Chele (green around the gills)
I know exactly what you mean!
When I LOOK at clothing on the rack, a SMALL tops or Size 6 skirts and - size 8's pants looks SOOO SMALL! But they fit -->ME!! And they fit comfortably!
I waited so long to buy more clothing because I couldn't justify buying a whole new wardrobe with each few size changes.
Since my weight loss has been leveling out, I'm getting more accustomed to buying smaller sizes, but I'm still not used to seeing myself in them - yet!
I had my 1 year check up the other day and I was looking at the pictures my doctor takes at each appointment. I asked the behavior counselor if it was "normal" that I only see the difference in pictures? In the mirror or when shopping I really don't see the difference much. I wear a size 15 juniors...logically I know this time last year I couldn't have squeezed a thigh in a 15 much less my entire butt so I was curious on how normal I was in not being able to see it. I was relieved to hear that people feel the difference a lot sooner then they actually see it. She said for the most part it doesn't 'click' entirely until we're in the maintaining stage.
Nice to know I'm not crazy after all
Cathy

Cathy, I have maintained a weight of around 100 pounds for the past few months. I was 240 to start and wore a size 3X top and a 2X pant. I now wear an XS top and a size 1 to 3 pants. I still feel like a "fat" person. Other people tell me I am too thin and I laugh at them. I completely understand what you are going through. Even in pictures I still do not see it. Huggs, from Barb in Mechanicville, NY


I'm not there yet either. I know I was a size 8 b/c I can read the tag, but if someone asked me what size I wore, I don't think 8 would come to my mind. Even when I look at clothes they seem like they would be WAY too small, but then they fit or may even be big. Its weird. I don't know when our brains catch up with our bodies~if ever.
Tracy B
328/156
5'9"