He left detox

I had posted last night, asking for prayers for my fiance' Jeff who is an alcoholic and had relapsed after having nearly 3 years sober. I took him to a detox center last night and apparently he left it... I had called there just a little while ago and they said he was not on their list of participants-- that he must have left last night. So now he is probably on a run. Drinking himself into oblivian, not thinking about where the alcohol always takes him (to the gutter)... I am not going to go "looking for him", nor am I going to enable him to drink. I am feeling angry, hurt and confused. I feel scared for what could happen to him out there on the streets. As far as myself: I have enough money to pay the rent for the next couple months and I will ask for more hours at work to ensure that I can keep our place and stay afloat. I just don't like the idea of being without HIM. ~Teri~