My anxiety is gone for now
 Hi Jennifer - I'm so glad you've worked through the jitters for now.  I know exactly how you feel.  I've been pretty anxious as well but I'm going on vacation (leaving 3/9 and returning 3/27) and have been so busy getting things ready that I have completely forgotten the anxiety!  I'll just be glad to get through the surgery and onto the losing side safely.
Bonnie