today..... 22 months since i quit smoking!!!!
 today is my 22 month quit smoking anniversary....
I can hardly believe it.   i get an 'email reminder' from the website that i used for support.     you know you are succesful at something when you no longer think about how long it has been.    i remember in the beginning when i used to go on the website hourly, then daily, etc etc....
i had to quit in order to have this surgery, now i dont know how i ever was a smoker!!   i dont miss them .   i have a lot of nervous energy though... and i know that sometimes it does wreak havoc on my stomach and the stomach acids have a terrible affect on me.    So I try to relieve stress by exercise, meditation.... sometimes even crying.... or therapy..... but sometimes i just dont know?!     
I just wanted to pat myself on the back.... haha...
J. 
 Thanks Kathy.....  I smoked for more years than I was obese.....  and I wanted to have this surgery so bad that it was the only thing that was motivation enough to get me to stay quit.  I tried SO MANY times to quit.   Once I even quit for 8 years....
I'm so grateful for this surgery for more reasons than just quitting smoking.   I needed to get HEALTHY.     I needed to take the weight off.
I was on so many medications.....  for High blood pressure, cholest., and others...
Jess.
Now, i just need to find my smile............. the real one!!!!
HOPE YOU ARE DOING BETTER, KATHY!!!!! 
 I hear you!!!!  I quit smoking in Jan of 2005...that makes me greater than 2 years!  I still have the "don't smoke" post it from my daughter on the visor of my car.  I knew that it would never make any sense to have GBS and still smoke.  I did it for my better health and today 80lbs down I am a healthy happier person! 
 Thanks everyone!   I was away for work and just am now getting back on this site!   I tell you, it was a stressful weekend and at one point I thought about lighting up.... lol  (just kidding!!)
I cant wait until my anniversary.    I never thought that I would be a 'quitter' and then a loser.... haha.
I am so grateful for all the wonderful support from all from may 05 friends too.   Thanks, Michelle and Kathy and everyone else too!!    
hugs,
Jess 
