One week b4 surgery! Getting scared!!
I have been waiting a long time and the day is soon approaching! OMG! This is the biggest desicion I have made in a long time, and so scary. I fear that I will leave my kids behind. But I dont wanna live my life this way, because it is torture this way. I will go forth, and do this. I just need a lil more support. I will go to groups. I will be ok, just last minute jitters! LOL!


Everything will be fine. It's natural to be scared, but please think positive. I am scheduled for surgery July 25th. These will be my second attempt, I had surgery On January 25th of this year YES! you read right, my surgeon wasn't able to complete the surgery I had a infection in the linning of my stomach, can you imagine how I felt when I was told by my family, and the doctor that he wasnt able to complete, my surgery....it's been a long six month wait, but July 25, is around the corner, and I feel the same as I did on January 25th READY TO BEGIN A NEW AND HEALTHY WAY OF LIFE!
You will be fine