18 days feels like an eternity.....

My surgery is scheduled for July 6th, which feels so far away, yet is approaching very quickly!  Anyone else feel like that?  I'm so close, it almost feels as though it isn't going to happen at all, yet I'm so close it feels as though things are moving at the speed of lightening.  I'm excited, scared, anxious all in one, I'm ready to just move on to the recovery step and start working on the rest of my new life! But, I know this is a much needed process to the long scheme of things.  I start my pre-op diet in just a few days.... Just wondering, does it help to have this completely planned out, like menu style, or better to just stick to 3 shakes morning noon and night and supplement in between with the other allowables as needed? What do you think?

Nikki L