HI EVERYONE

Hi to everyone ,
its been a long long time since i have been on this site , i have been dealing with issues in my life that wasent and isnt good but i did them to my self so i have no one to blame. the choices i made this past year was not good .. recently i was rushed to er at 3am and ambulanced to modesto doctors hospital where they had to perform emergency surgery ,they had to remove my gallbladder and after the surgery , i was in my room talking to the nurse next thing i know i have all these people around me and they are putting oxygen on me , and heart machine and rushing me to icu .. the drs told me that i stopped breathing for almost 30 minutes, and i was foaming at the mouth and my eyes were rolled back they said that my heart rate was around 40 and my bp was 55/38 not good.. , they did everything to bring me back and they said i quess it wasent your time to go. that was scary.. im ok now i quess, i lost my job here in yosemite for i was in the hospital so now i have a week to pack and get out ... i have no money and no place to go and no drivers licence so yea im in a bad place right now . i go friday to fresno for a hearing for my licence so im hoping i can plead with them to give it back to me. everyone is happy im ok and that im coming back to so. cali but im kinda sad about it but happy too ,its weired ,the boyfriend situration is not good at all.
anyways that is the update with me.
my weight is ok.
i dont even worry about it these days acturallly...
takecare everyone.
rebecca basra

ps. .let me know when the next function is and how everyone is doing .

hi ,yea i did but again my health got in the way. i have no promblems finding jobs its keeping them. i hope that i can get back on track , im going to see monica next week i think  she keeps in touch with me . but i need to really get a good check up cause i havent had my labs checked throurly in months. b12 etc. anyways, hope too see ya soon maybe... i would love that .

take care

rebecca