Gosh - Good Tuesday Morning Cali!
Good Morning All. I'm up here in beautiful chilly Burney doing filing and organizing my desk again. It's a tough morning. I was down in the dumps yesterday because our trip to the StageCoach festival got cancelled and now we're going camping and diving at Bear Harbor. WTF??? Well, I can understand Joe's point - it's a LONG way down there, there are a bazillion people and a bunch of them are drinking alcohol to excess. He doesn't want to go. I can understand his reasoning, but can someone tell me why 99% of the stuff we do involves either fishing or hunting or camping? But, when I come up with something different to do he doesn't want to do it. This was the basis of our argument at 1:00 am this morning.
I'm very disappointed we're not going. I was looking forward to the music line-up. I don't want to go with our friends (like he suggested) because the last time I went and did something like that without him I had a horrible time. I'd rather not go. I have my class reunion coming up in July and every time I told him I wanted him to be there on the 4th (one &$*#(# afternoon out of a 4 day trip) and he tells me no, he won't be there. WTF??? I'm not even asking him to spend any of the time there, all I wanted was him to come up and have a bbq with us on the 4th. Is it too much to ask him to come meet my old friends?
We hashed it out and I think he finally is understanding my point. I am so easy going, so laid back and I do so much for him on a daily basis as well as for Jayden. I enjoy doing all that we do, I just want my opinion and needs addressed in the equation. I really think he got it.
Now, we just need to keep our fingers crossed that he doesn't get laid off on Friday. (50/50 chance). Saying big prayers to the big guy upstairs!

This is the problem I run into when school starts.........I wake up in the morning, turn on my computer, pull my books out and swear I'm just going to look over what I need to get done this next week for class. Of course there were a few things I needed to do before my 2nd lab tomorrow morning, but now, almost 4 hours later I'm screaming STOP JANEENE, ENOUGH TODAY!
I've completed my assignments for English 100 for the week. Taken my quizzes for Microbiology Lecture and Lab. Printed out a bunch of paperwork I needed for Micro. Looked ahead to the Disease Project and Unknown Bacteria assignment I need to do. I've gotten myself all hyped up trying to get "ahead" of my game plan for school and I haven't even touched my Medical Terminology stuff.
I always do this. I do too much, overwork myself. I make good grades in the end, but wow, I can't do this all semester.
Sooooooooooooo GOOD AFTERNOON CALIFORNIA!
I think I'm going to stop studying for now and go with Harley to get some exercise. Then I need to help my son with some of his math tonight and I'm going to do my best not to study any more today. I'll probably end up working on my Terminology stuff though.
Have a great Tuesday everyone!
I finally have insurance now, WOO HOO!!!!! I also have the ball rolling for the hernias too. Feb. 9 for the hernia surgeon and Feb. 19 for the Plastic surgeon that will do the panni removal. So, hopefully the biotches will be GONE soon!!!!!
I feel accomplished today for having all these appointments made finally! Prayers for me needed as I try to get my life back together. I've been in lurking mode because of the depression, but just know that reading here daily helps keep me from sinking too deep!!!!
I love you guys all very much! bigg huggs, Becky
Surgery was RNY 5/21/07...I can be found on Facebook: anewbecboo or Becky Reddick
Oh little one . . FIRST . . . YEA FOR THE DAMN INSURANCE and appointments! WAHOOOOO! I so hope this all goes quickly for you . . . you have got to feel so much better afterwards! You just keep hanging in there . . . and keep that great smile of yours on your face! I know you have bouts with depression . . . mine isn't half as bad as yours . . . but I feel for you -
Hugs!
Chris