Good thoughts please

NikkiS
on 3/17/09 9:24 am - El Cajon, CA
So I get off work and their is a call from my doctors office. I call them back they have the results from the MRI of my cervical spine...Arthritis and Spondylosis, joy joy. Then she tells me the main thing is the MRI showed a growth on my Thyroid gland. Just says it like it is nothing, then says you need to call radiology, the referal will be in no later than Thursday, we need an ultrasound to decide what to do. Not news to hear as you are driving, not to mention while on the 5 DPT. I am such the emotional eater and now all I want to do is say screw it and eat, something anything everything.
So if you could please send some good thoughts my way. That this will be nothing significant. I dont know that I could handle anything other than that
Thanks so much

  Nikki

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations.
I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty,
believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.
Louisa May Alcott 

jj_in_CA
on 3/17/09 9:29 am - Gualala, CA
Sending good thoughts your way!   A definite test for any emotional eater.  Good Luck!

---jan---

(deactivated member)
on 3/17/09 9:55 am - Agoura Hills, CA
You know Nikki I, sometimes, get so pissed at my body and the things it does.  I feel like it is turning against me sometimes.  But, I truely understand the emotional eating you are going through.  Hang in there and wait for the final results.  Tons of prayers and hugs are coming your way.  Be looking for them to catch them!!!  Luv ya!
Midgetkjb
on 3/17/09 11:20 am
Oh Nikki,
I am saying a prayer right now and I will keep praying for you. Some nurses don't have any tack. I do know about emotional eating. Sending good vibes your way, I am fluffing you and praying for you. Keep positive My Friend.

Hugs & Love,

Karen B.
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NikkiS
on 3/17/09 11:51 pm - El Cajon, CA
Ya I am a nurse and I was just shocked how she put it. I just wanted to yell at her and ask her if she forgot about the compassion we were suppose to have

  Nikki

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations.
I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty,
believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.
Louisa May Alcott 

newbarb2
on 3/17/09 11:48 am
Nikki,

Sending warm thoughts and saying prayers for you.  I totally understand emotional eating and hope that it will stay in check for you. 

Wise words from my dear Dad, half the things you worry about never happen, the other half you can't control.  So please try to think good thoughts and things will work out fine.

Hugs,
Barb
 
    
rlfroo
on 3/17/09 12:44 pm - Hesperia, CA

Nikki,

You are in my thoughts and in my prayers.  What ever this is about, good or bad, you will come through it stronger and wiser.  I know you were not brought through all of this surgery, weight loss, and life changes for not.  You will conquer what ever this is by keeping positive and with the support of your friends and loved ones.  You are a bright woman, a strong woman and you will make it through what ever is that is put in front of you.  I have faith in you, an I know you have faith in you, you just have to stand strong and know that we are here with you supporting you and loving you.


Rhonda

Diane C.
on 3/17/09 12:54 pm - Highland, CA
Ya know I got news about 2 months ago that I had something called parathyroidism.  So I go and read up about it, tell me about surgery and scares the living daylights out of me. My PCP doesn't seem concerned, thankfull I had an appt to go to see my endocronoligst (sp) and he says, oh don't worry about it, with the osteoporous problem, you are depleted of Vit D.  I take one Vit D and I am like a new woman, more energy, feeling alive again.  So I will pray that it is something very simple, and that it all gets better with one single thing of anything.  Know you are being throught of everyday and that everything will be fine.  Try to just cross each bridge as you get to it, and live each day happily and try and not worry.  (Iknow easier said that done)

Hugs, Diane
NikkiS
on 3/17/09 11:54 pm - El Cajon, CA
Thank you Diane. It sucks to get news and then have to wait to find anything out. I am hoping it is as simple as a med, heck I would even take surgery over cancer. Hope you keep feeling better and hope to see you again soon!!

  Nikki

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations.
I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty,
believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.
Louisa May Alcott 

Paula K.
on 3/17/09 1:00 pm - Laguna Hills, CA
Hi Nikki..

I'm always thinking good thoughts for you!! I will pray that this is nothing serious.

(hugs)
PK


39 lbs lost prior to surgery!

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