It's time for an eviction!!!!!!! I am so done with this

plan2behealthy
on 11/13/09 2:05 am - Long Beach, CA
I want this stricture gone!  evicted! It's not welcome anymore!   I want it gone forever never to return again.

I tried eating a little bit of crab last night......thought I was doing good. Usually I know within 10-15 minutes whether the food will stay down....but not this time....nope.  I woke up at 2:30am and have been throwing up or ......trying to throw up since.  Something is stuck and it aint budging this time.

vomited a little dark blood..(old blood from the ulcer I am sure)  but I am fast beginning to just give up eating all together.  Too tired of vomiting.  It's beginning to really hurt my throat everytime I throw up.  which can be anywhere from 1 - 4 times a day depending what I attempt to eat or drink!

I called my PCP today.  They finally sent the request for authorization for Dr Crookes (USC) to try dilating me again.  So once again.......I am waiting.  I am really beginning to get depressed over this. 

Thanks everyone for letting me vent. 

Linda
Diane C.
on 11/13/09 3:10 am - Highland, CA
Hi hon,

I know you are so frustrated and I frankly, don't know how you do it, but know that your friends love you, and that we are here for you.  I am so sorry that you have to put up with this pain in your arsh all the time. 

Hugs and love, hang in there,   Diane
Gus H.
on 11/13/09 5:39 am - La Puente, CA
Oh wow....this sucks but you'll get better soon.  Christine Matthews had the exact same issue you did and she'll be able to let you know her experience.  She overcame all the strictures.  You're not alone on this one...Many have the same issue and get over it after several dialations...Good luck!
plan2behealthy
on 11/13/09 5:47 am - Long Beach, CA
Thanks Gus.  I am trying to remain optimistic....some days are harder than others.  I am confident it will be fixed....I just want it done.......Yesterday......LOL



Linda
terryrow61
on 11/13/09 6:53 am - Garden Grove, CA
Hi Linda, I hope this is the last time and I agree with you that this stricture crap has gone on long enough.  Wishing you well.
Hugs
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puddin2day
on 11/13/09 7:44 am - Los Angeles, CA
That totally sucks!  I am sorry that you are in so much agony.  Vent all you want, you totally deserve it.
Without struggle, there is no progress.

                             
Darlene
on 11/13/09 11:46 am
How many times have they dilated you? usually the third one does the trick. Hope you feel better soon. Try doing a puree diet again for awhile....let your pouch rest so to speak.
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...and when someone breaks our wings, we simply continue to fly...on a broomstick.

We are flexible.

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plan2behealthy
on 11/13/09 11:48 am - Long Beach, CA
been done about 7-8 times

 
plan2behealthy
on 11/16/09 12:43 am - Long Beach, CA
I have been dilated 8 times already, and Pureed is about all I have been eating for over a year now.
newbarb2
on 11/13/09 12:31 pm
Linda,

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers that you'll get rid of the stinky stricture soon.

Hugs,
Barb
 
    
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