preop thoughts

something i wrote... Its getting close to the date of my rebirth and yet I wonder if I am ready. I had no choice at my original birth, but for this one I do. And when I am reborn I look forward to how life will change and I am ready to embrace the struggles that come along with it. No longer to be able to use my outlet to release emotions, I need to find strength from within to battle the demons that once controlled my life. I must face them head on, and conquer them without fear of retribution. I will channel my energies into something positive and worthy of my emotions. No longer will I wallow in the pity of self-doubt, but I will be proud of who I am and who I have yet to become. And I will enjoy the blessing G-D has granted me with and the chance he gave me to start over. I look forward to change. People ask if I am nervous, of course I am, but more excited to have the life I have always wanted and never was able to have.

Hi Dawn, It is very NORMAL to have all mixed emotion feelings when your surgery date is getting closer and if you keep your tools everyday then you will reach your sucessfully goal like I am Kathy K

Hi Dawn When is your surgery? You can update your proflie so it shows on your posts. You are going through the right thought processes and your positive attitude shows right on through. I can see you will be a success! Keep up posting your feelings online...the good and the bad. I owe 50% of my success this this msg board and to my support meetings. Good Luck and God Bless You Joanie