A very serious question

Everyone is scared.

My sister was an example of a bad outcome. So I didn't anyone in my family( Parents or Sister). I knew I had to have the surgery. The week before my surgery, all of the possible outcomes raced through my head. In fact, the day before I sat down and reviewed and re - wrote parts of my estate docs (will and trust) and then filled out temporary/and long term guardianship papers for my children. In my heart I knew I had to have the surgery. Two hours after the surgery I knew I had wasted my time doing all that silliness the day before. 

What you are going through is normal - It's what we all go through.

Okay so I see that I am not the only one with this thoughts. Thanks to all of you. Like I told my husband if everything falls in place it will be a sign of god. And continue with everything.

I have to say I was never scared to have this surgery.  However, I WAS scared to continue life day to day in that prison that was my body.  My life is a million and one times better.  I feel great.  I look great.  I love life. 

If I had to have this surgery every day for the rest of my life I would.  It was a life saver for me.  A life changer for sure..................but trust me THAT is the best part!

 

 

Good Luck!
You will do absolutely fantastic.