WHAT A DEVASTATING BLOW!! (also posted in main forum)

I WILL HUN,

THANKS

I know how you feel. I too have lost my grandparents. I would suggest to you not to cancel your appointment. Maybe this is gods way of making sure you have more guardian angels up there to help you through this long journey. Your family is in my thoughts & prayers. Your grandparents love you very much and I am sure they would want you to continue to improve your life. Go ahead and cry all night. It's OK!! Everything will be better in the morning, but canceling your appointment & stopping the process that will extend your life, won't bring your grandparents back. Just remember, how much they love you & would not want you to do anything to prevent you from living a full & healthy life!

Take Care,

Julie

OH JULIE,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH. YOU ARE RIGHT, I NEED TO STAY ON MY PATH DESPITE HOW BAD I HURT RIGHT NOW.. MY GRAM AND POP WOULD WANT THAT FOR ME, AND MY  KIDS AND HUBBY NEED THAT FROM ME.

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR HELP..

I AM SO THANKFUL TO HAVE SUCH SUPPORT FROM MY OH FAMILY

HUGS,
JENN

Oh my goodness, Jenn!  I just read your post, I'm so sorry!  How devastating!  I'm sure that she knows how much you love her!  It's just not fair, I know.  That feeling of just not being ready, it's just awful.  I felt that way with both my mom and dad.  I'm so sorry, I sincerely wish you weren't going through this, it's just too much.

I think your grandmother would want you to go to your appointment; she loves you and wants you to be healthy. 

I'm so sorry Jenn, please let me know what I can do to help.

THANKS DE ANNA, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT....

SHE MADE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT, BUT THE FAMILY IS TALKING ABOUT TAKING HER TO HOSPICE TO LET HER GO (ONLY 2 PEOPLE CAN BE IN THE ICU ROOM)  

SO I WILL KNOW MORE LATER, I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW IT ALL TURNS OUT,

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME DE ANNA, IT REALLY MEANS A LOT..

LOVE,
JEN

Will be keeping you and your family in thoughts and prayers.

HUGS
JOY

THANK YOU JOY

Many prayers go out to you and your family...I am so sorry...and please whatever you do...do not cancel your appointment for tomorrow..or should I say today....your grandmother would be pissed if you did!

JANINE,

YES I HAVE DECIDED TO GO, I KNOW THAT MY HEALTH IS IMPORTANT TO MY FAMILY.  THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR INCOUAGEMENT..

JENN

OMGosh honey, my heart just breaks for you!! You and your family are in my prayers for God's will to be done and the strength you all will need to be yours!!
Go to your appointment and push forward as planned! Your grandparents would want it that way, so listen to your family sweetie!!!! Be selfish and do this for yourself so you can be here for the rest of your family! Your grandparents will always be in your heart and watching over you from Heaven!!!!
God bless you!!!!         bigggest hugggs, Becky