I couldn't stay Happy for just ONE day....

I have been on the phone for about 3 hours now talking with family and friends....  Letting  them how excited I was to be approved for my surgery...  And how happy I was..

Well amazingly enough how could I think that for one day I can be happy...

I just got off the phone with my cousin, and my Gram has taken a huge turn for the worst..
She has bile leaking into her stomach and again has a massive infection that has opened up her stomach.  The Dr's do not think that she will survive the surgery, and basicly told the family that there is NOTHING else they could do for her..

So all the family is gathering at the hospital as we speak, and once everyone that is going has arrived, they are taking her off life support, and letting her go..

I don't know how to feel, I am so incredibly numb..

Jenn, I am so sorry. I will keep you, gram and your family in my prayers.

Honey I am so sorry. Just know that if shes got that kind of infection she is likely hurting and as much as it hurts you all to lose her, she wont be hurting anymore.

I am PMing you my number and email, use it if you need anything.

****hugs****


Shells

Jenn I'm very sorry to hear your news. I wish there was something else they could do for your gram. It's gonna be hard to accept the reality of this. But try to remember all the good times you had with her and that she loved you very much. My thoughts are with you, gram and family. here's a cyber hug for you sweetie.

Thanks hun... I  love hugs, even cyber ones.. 

Take Care,
Jenn

Heres a GREAT BIG HUG! Hang in there. We love you!!!

  Thanks hun...  I appreciate it..  I love you guys too.. Thanks for everything you have done for me.. 



Jenn

Jenn,
I'm so sorry to hear about your Grams. You and your family are in my thoughts!

Thank You so very much... They took her off life support a little over an hour ago, and she has declined some, but is still trying to hang on...   

I appreciate your thoughts..

Jenn

Jenn, I sent you a PM.

(((HUGS)))
JOY