My Pop Passed!

Hello my Cali Family..  It is with a heavy heart that I type this.. My Pop has just passed.. My heart is broken. Although I know he is not suffering anymore, it is still not easy dealing with his loss.

I know he is now hand in hand with his wife (whom he missed so much) and my Gram up in Heaven, and they will always be my special Guardian Angels..  God has a purpose for everything I know, but still doesn't hurt less knowing that..

Just when I think my heart can't possibly hurt anymore, here is another test of strength. I hope I can continue to pass, cause this sure does SUCK..  

So now all that remains in my immediate family are my Dad, my Sister, and my 2 half brothers. I can't imagine loosing any of them.. I just don't think I could take it..

I was 2 days away from seeing him.. 2 DAYS.. Didn't even get that last hug good-bye..  I am still leaving to go to Tucson, Az to be with my family. I will leave FRIDAY, and come home on the 5th of Feb.. 

I guess I should be grateful that I am able to morn a bit with my family instead of here all alone.. My DH is once again at work and unable to come home to be with me.. (Just like when my Gram passed) So I will take it, and soak it up.. 

It is times like these I am HOMESICK the MOST..  Just please keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers..  It sure is hard on everyone..

Thank You for taking the time to once again read the ramblings of a hurting girl..

Hugs & Love,
  ~Jenn~

Edited: Darn spelling..

prays go out to you and your family....I have lost my father a few yrs ago and he is with me daily...I feel him with me so your family member will be there always....I'm just have he is not in pain any more.

Thank you hun..

Hugs,
Jenn

Jenn,
Big hugs to you.  I am so sorry to her about your Pop.  Your family is in my prayers and if you need anything I am here for you.
Hugs,
Lola

BIG HUGS LOLA..

Thanks for being a good friend...  

Jenn,

So sorry to hear about your Pop, but you're right, your Gram and he are together again.

Warm thoughts and prayers are coming to you.  I am here if you need me, please travel safe and try to enjoy the time with your family.  Remember to take care of yourself too.

Hugs

Barb

Thank You Barb..   I appreciate it..

I will try and remember to take care of me too..   It will be nice to see my family again, just sad it had to be this way..

Hugs,
Jenn

Oh Jenn, I am so sorry for your loss honey. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending hugs and love.

Thanks Katt..  I appreciate the thoughts and prayers..

Love and hugs to you,
Jenn

I'm so very sorry for your loss Jenn.  I wish I could make this time easier for you somehow.