I need a hug

http://wcpo.com/news/2006/local/12/21/fatal_ax.html The girl that died is very close to me. For a fact she called me uncle Buddha........ she was only four since oct. okay my head hurts now, i have been at the hospital crying all day. So i am laying down to cry some more. byebye Emmy thanks for blessing us with your presence. Those who knew you are expierincing a huge loss.

Oh how awful....I am so sorry. I'm definitely sending you a big hug...I just wish there was more I could do.

Oh Ryan, wish I could be there and hug ya for real. I have no idea what to say that would help. I am so sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't home earlier when u needed me.

Ryan honey, I am so sorry....bunches of HUGS.... LOVE YOU MOM

Ryan I am so sorry. Why does this stuff seem to happen at Christmas. My prayers are with the family and of course my prayers are for you as well. Hugs and more hugs to you. Love Jane

Ryan, I am so sorry that this has happened. It's never easy, especially around this time of year. You have my sympathies and prayers. Dee

Thanks Ladies! It helps. I never ever want to kiss adead 4yo goodbye again. I don't know what hurt more her loss or watching her 6 month younger step-brother say goodbye. I can't even say what meds I have taken today. I just force myself to eat something so my blood sugar doesn't plumment. As I was leaving the hospital the paul Mccartney song simply having a wonderful christmas time came on the radio. I couldn't change the station fast enough. thanks to every one *****sponded and/or talked to me on the phone. It really means a lot to me and I do appreciate it. If I can make it to the postop meeting I will collect on some of those hugs. If you don't mind that is. well let me get off as I will be at the hospital for a good part of the day.

Awww Ryan. My heart is just breaking. So much terrible stuff going on this year around me with kids. I am so sorry this has happened. My thoughts and prayers to you and this little baby's family. I'll collect on that hug

Ryan, I just found this and wanted to say how siorry I am. I dont know any words that will bring comfort to you, except that she is now an angel for sure. My heart goes out to you, also prayers for peace in your heart.

Sorry for your loss. It's such a tragedy when an innocent precious life ends too soon. I pray you find the comfort you need. Hugs and prayer to you.