Post wls poll...be honest now:)

Ok, I'm in a weird mood. First of all, let me say, I am a very happily married woman who would never even think of messing around on Adam. I don't even joke in a nasty way with another guy cause there is a line u just don't cross. Before I met Adam I had boyfriends, well, flames maybe. Boyfriend is such a strong word. Most of the guys I dated were ok with my weight. I was around 250-260 back then. There were some that after I got to know them I realized that even though I was good enough for "somethings" I wasn't good enough, or they didn't think I was, for a serious take me home to meet the family type relationship. Back then I believed this crap also cause I didn't have alot of self confidence. Now I know I was good enough, no matter my weight. I'm still the same person. Well, I've grown up alot. But since losing weight I realize that these people were the ones with the problem. They accepted me on some levels but not all. I was and still am a good hearted, nice person. I got lucky to find Adam who loved me then as I was and loves me now even though I'm spoiled and can be tempermental. My poll, or my thoughts for the night (since I'm bored and he's at work. Did u have anyone in your past that thought u were good enough on some levels but maybe not all? Or did they make u feel that way? They're aren't really any certain guys I'd like to go up to now and do the whole Toby Keith theme to his song "How do u like me now?" Well, maybe one. But I wouldn't seek him out. Even if Adam and I were to ever run into him I'd never be rude or say something stupid like that. No matter how he hurt me. The past is in the past. My point is, now that u have lost weight, do u have someone that maybe u wouldn't really do this, but in your mind do u have someone u'd like to run up too and say "How do ya like me now?" Night ya'll Ange

To be honest, in school I was really an outcast. I was kinda like the art club geek. It's funny now, but back then I really think it had a lot to do with my weight and people not accepting me for who I am. But my 5 year high school reunion is happening this summer. I hope I lose some more serious weight, because I'd really like to see the looks on their faces when I walk in. But it's like this.... if I wasn't good enough for them then, then hell with 'em!! (Picture me saying that in a redneck voice. hahaha)

I never had boyfriends in school but I had good friends. I don't think we were ever part of the prep club, the rich kids, but we were popular amongst ourselves. I never had much of a problem with school. But once I did get out there after I started working and "dating" I did met one or two I'd be nuts about but was only good enough for certain crap. They're the ones I'd love to see now. I wouldn't seek them out but if I ever run across them, heck yeah, I'm going to enjoy the heck out of seeing their mouths pop open!

Thats a hard question to answer. Kenny was with me when I was a size 9 and has stayed with me through thick and thin (no pun intended). The only thing for me that comes to mind is something that happened to me in high school that I will always remember. I had been dating this guy for several weeks and one night he told me "me and dad were talking the other night and we both thought heck, if you lost ten pounds you would be perfect!" Me being all of 16 started a diet the very next day. Keep in mind I was all of 130 pounds, and had NEVER had to diet before. That lasted all of two days before I got mad, and told him to take a hike. At 33, and KNOWING now that I look great, yea, I'd like to see him just to tell him to kiss my ass. It seems I have a hard time with the forgive and forget theory on some things..lol!

I'm the same way. I wouldn't seek any of my old flames out but if I ever run across them out and about I'm going to enjoy the heck out of seeing the look on their faces when they realize its me.