i have a date june 27, alot of mixed feelings

first time for me i have tried everything to lose , i did well at first then like always i would fall of track and it was really hard getting back on. and down hill from there. now i finally decided to go for the lap band, and now that i am approved for the first time trying . i suppose to be happy. i am alittle meloncholy .

You will do great ,

I think your reaction is pretty normal ... both before a procedure and even after! When I got approved I was like "Woo Hoo" then suddenly, it was "WTF am I doing????" It goes away, or at least it did for me. I'll gladly be a support person for you - I just had surgery last week and the feelings are still fresh. I didn't discover this site till last night - but this is a good place to be! Hang in there and let me know if I can help! Ronda