I am scheduled for surg...
Oh goodness, yes. The fears you experience right before surgery (at least for me) are like nothing else.. I mean, everything you've heard as far as complications that you've heard others had, and esp. death, all just run over and over. At least this was the case with me. Just make sure you've got yourself in the hands of a good surgeon and god... Feel free to email me anytime if you wanna talk more one on one than the messageboard.. Good luck!!