I'm just so sad and angry

First, I apologize for being negative. I'm scared, stressed and angry. I feel that I don't matter to Dr. Barnes. I can't find another surgeon just willing to do the follow up. WHY... Why won't someone do the follow up? My theory is because the big money's in the surgery so why take a patient as follow up. I've called three doctors and they all said no. It's not because Dr. Barnes didn't do the letter... it's because I've felt often I don't matter. I even discussed it with Mitzi from their office. I've mentioned it here before. I can't even keep food or water down right now I'm so upset. For as good as I felt before, now I wish I'd not had the surgery. Or had it somewhere else. Or did more research. Or something. Why wouldn't they want to help their patient? I'm usually not the dramatic type. I'm a good patient. I show up when scheduled, try not to call too much, follow their instructions to the letter.

Lin, I haven't been on the boards much, but I've seen your last couple threads, and I just wanted to say that I think you have every right to feel every single emotion you're feeling. I hope things start looking up soon.