OT:Thank you secret pal!!!!

my head is pounding,im aggrivated,im sitting at the end of my driveway in tears,reading my mail,then up pulls the UPS truck and low and behold....a ray of sunshine!!!!! i got a package from my secret pal!!!! my already shaking hands start shaking more as i tear open the package.omg....candles!!!! i go absolutly bonkers over candles!!!!! ,i look a little deeper....awwww....how cute...a toy for my new puppy!!!! she loves it by the way and thanks you too by not biting on my ankles anymore...lol....so i dig a little deeper and omg....a new book!!!! yay...i love my books and candles...i dig all the way to the bottom and i feel something else........i pull it out....take the top off,smell it....yummmmmmmmmmmm....i back down the driveway,take my goodies inside,give the puppy her toy,run a hot tub of water,add in some bathbeads,which by the way was the last thing i pulled out...lol....and i lit my candles,turned off the light and lay back in the tub and started reading and just letting all the horrible feelings wash off me....secret pal,you came in the nick of time.... hugs, Bobby Jean