we got up early and did our grocery shopping for the week already. he's doing the laundry right now. The cat is trying to sit on my keyboard but it is nice to have her close by. Just not that close! I'll relax today, read a book, read the posts. I got that Hormel beef tips in gravy at the store. So much protein and so little carbs or fat - even though it has gravy. And the stuff melts in your mouth! That will be dinner. I can't stand to watch TV so I'll just read and play on the computer. Yesterday I swam a half mile again. It feels so good. And, amazingly, I lost another 2 pounds. I've been losing at a much slower pace so I weighed myself twice but it was true. Sheesh I love this surgery. It really does give us time to develop new eating habits and I'm trying.

I hope everyone is doing well on this nice cooler wet Sunday.

I went to Rite Aide yesterday and got some stuff in a tube called Profect it has 25 grams of protein. They are pretty nasty but no sugar and didn't make me sick. It has no sugar. I got 2 in yesterday gonna go for 3 today. Only has 100 calories so I got to eat too. The doctor said for me to get in at least 1000 calories a day. I hope I am not making nobody mad. I was just so happy when I seen the pounds coming off I wanted more and more till I got carried away. It was hard to stop. I changed my eating addiction to not eating and obsessing over loosing weight. If someone said you are skinny I would think one more pound one more pound. I am the type of person I don't do nothing 1/2 way I go all the way. I made up my mind I am going to live. And I am going to do whatever it takes. If I eat and get sick. Then when I feel better I'll try again. I'm a surviver of many horrible,horrible things. And this is nothing from what I have lived through. So I can and will do it. I want to thank you for your support. And most of all for your care and not bashing me. Most people think it is bragging. It is not bragging it is a call out of care and someone to talk to. Thank you my friend.

Amy

Vent away, sister! that is what we are here for!

I have been down in the dumps. I am slowly getting out of it. I went and had my scope. Everything was good. No reason I shouldn't be able to eat. He said I was just anorexic. It was all in my head. But no there was no way I could eat sugar but I could eat other food and not get sick. And said no reason I shouldn't be drinking diet sodas. I have not had a soda in 6 years. I don't see why start now.  Said it was to late for a feeding tube or TPN fluids I had to do this on my own. I got to have protein. I don't know how much I am suppose to have. Back when I had my gastric bypass you only had one visit with the nut. I'm trying I did put on 1lb. this week. : ) 

Thank you for caring.
Amy

nothing planned but inevitably something will come up that i have to do. LOL

Has anyone heard from Amy- I have her # but I do not want to call her in case she is at the doctors or hospital.....