Tomorrow Is Kim Z's Day~
OMG - its finally here!! Its 4am and I wanted to post a little before I leave for the hospital. Its been a whirlwind of a week (and for those of you who know me well - know its the norm). I was in Chicago all day on Monday. Madison, Wisconsin Tuesday and Wednesday. Winston-Salem, NC yesterday and we barely made the last flight home last night. I think I have slept maybe 10 hours in the past 4 days.
I'm nervous - not because of the sugeon - he is wonderful! Not because of the hospital - I know I'm in good hands - but because of the Self Body Image. Almost 16 months ago I embarked an a journey that turned my life around and although I have lost 187 pounds and 195 inches of fat since then I have no psychological concept of it.
The woman in the mirror is still 342 pound kim - so its hard for me to emotionally and psychologically justify a surgery to remove the excess skin I have accumulated. I know this will turn around eventually and my head will catch up with my body - but that is the part that is troubling me.
Like the morning before my RNY - today I have taken the 'Before' pictures and done my measurements. These records of my progress really help.
The part that is most NOT troubling me is the outpouring of well wishes from everyone. I know I have life long friends that I have met on my journey and so appreciate the support. My daughter Stella will call after its over and let you know how I am doing. Thanks everyone for the well wishes and support.
Kim Z
I'm nervous - not because of the sugeon - he is wonderful! Not because of the hospital - I know I'm in good hands - but because of the Self Body Image. Almost 16 months ago I embarked an a journey that turned my life around and although I have lost 187 pounds and 195 inches of fat since then I have no psychological concept of it.
The woman in the mirror is still 342 pound kim - so its hard for me to emotionally and psychologically justify a surgery to remove the excess skin I have accumulated. I know this will turn around eventually and my head will catch up with my body - but that is the part that is troubling me.
Like the morning before my RNY - today I have taken the 'Before' pictures and done my measurements. These records of my progress really help.
The part that is most NOT troubling me is the outpouring of well wishes from everyone. I know I have life long friends that I have met on my journey and so appreciate the support. My daughter Stella will call after its over and let you know how I am doing. Thanks everyone for the well wishes and support.
Kim Z
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