OMG I HAVE A DATE
I can't believe I am actually typing this. I have a date!! April 9th is my surgery and my pre op and ultra sound is April 3rd. I can NOT believe I am actually 2 weeks away from my surgery. This is so hard to believe. I am on my way to being a loser!!
OMG something else just hit me. This is also my wedding anniversary. I'm gonna be in the operating room on my anniversary.
I sure hope I don't die.

Tanya... first off youre not going to die! Don't let the morbid phase ruin your excitement!!! Im so happy for you!
I know its scary as hell.. I even wrote my will in case something happened and apologized to my girls etc.. I think everyone goes through some form of being morbid right before because its a scary process.. I have faith in you and God that you will be great and will be on our losers bench in 2 weeks !!!!!!! CONGRATS!!!!
jen

