Its Monday AGAIN!

I'm alive, are you? I have to confess something awful I did this weekend.  We all know I have a problem with food and coping.  I was feeling bummed out and was really  really wanting some comfort. I secretly bought my old favorite...Hagen Daas Dulce De Leche Ice cream.  What is really sick about it is that they had the low fat yogurt version, but I got the full fat full sugar version ON PURPOSE!!! Then I went home and secretly ate about 1/4 the carton and threw the rest away, so the family wouldn't see.   Then I NOT SO SECRETLY PUKED AND WRETCHED MY GUTS OUT.  Soo much pain!!!!  Soooo much misery!!!!  I wanted to DIE!!!!  Yeah, I hadn't had that stuff since before surgery...and I don't think I'll have it EVER again. Good thing is, my tool still works! Oh yeah, I also got sick from some full sugar yogurt.  It was snuck in with the lite non fat stuff and I buy like 10 at a time, so I didn't notivce that that one was different.  I thought it tasted "funny" but I didn't bother to really look at the carton until I was half way through.  Full Sugar Lowfat Strawberry yogurt!!!  That crap has 30g of sugar in it!  Lucky for me, i only got the sweats from it, nothing else.  Ugh.

Oh Kathy,   I am sorry you got so sick...you are right your tool is working GREAT!  That is great incentive for me to NEVER try that!!  Thanks for sharing!! I am glad your feeling better! MONDAY SUCKS!!  Deidre  

Don't do it EVER!!! Follow Joel's example.  He's got the right idea.  Start experimenting (even a tiny bit) and you may end up like me.   Struggling with re-gain... Kathy

Good Morning Sunshine,  I'm so sorry you got sick.  I'll confess.  I ate some Key Lime Cheesecake Saturday after I bought it at Publix.  I was feeling sorry for myself because my family is in FL and I was stuck home.  I didn't puke, but did everything else.  Why do we still see food as the ultimate comfort????   If we could fix that we'd be millionares.      I'm off today, but am headed to school to do my senior project.  They have a Java City with awesome sugar free lattes and that's the only thing that's making me go there, plus maybe I'll see Ana.  Have a good Monday and hopefully it will go by quickly

Mary

No no no no no no...you guys are supposed to say: "Kathy, I'm GLAD you got sick.  Your guts are all re-arranged now.  This is what you paid for.  What did you expect eating such a high fat high sugar food?  Did you get any comfort from it?  Huh HUH? Did you?  DID YOU?!?!?!" But, you guys are so sweet.   I love you lots! I have my eye appointment today with the laser eye surgery people.  Hopefully, this will be one of my last days in glasses (or contacts woo hoo!)  I might just have to treat myself to aone of those non fat SF vanilla lattes after... Smooches!! Kathy

Happy Monday!!!! Dang Kathy... that really sucks!  Puking is the WORST... at least you know your tool still works! I ate some candied yams and found a cavity!!! UGH!!! Id rather be puking!!!! Im good! working on some real life issues... But Im sure things will be OK. they always are!

Ok Kathy, I'm glad you got sick! Don't ever do that again!!! Isn't it funny how we think we can slip one over on ourselves? Like if nobody is looking that we can eat what we want to? Glad to know your tool is still working. I've been doing a little better with mine this past week. I was in Charleston with my grandson last week, he had to have heart surgery. He is doing fine now, back at home and recovering. I ate lots of protein bars while at the hospital, the ronald mcdonald room kept us supplied in those. So you're having lasik? I had that too, love it!!

Oh.  The pain.  I can't even imagine how terrible that felt.   Next time you're bummed and needing comfort, call me instead of Hagen Daas!  What have you got to lose?  We'll go for a walk downtown.  Or find an outdoor cafe for some libation and protein.  We'll talk it out.  You'll feel better.  If all else fails, we'll eat something terrible TOGETHER, and then you won't have to be sick alone. Ughhhh ... I'm so sorry you went through that! 

I am alive and that is about it today....maybe tomorrow will be better

As long as we are confessing.... I had too many beers this weekend .  Way too many.   Friday night I had a few too many....Saturday night I had A LOT too many.  At least, I was safe at home with my mom and sister to take care of me.    I want to just puke  thinking about how many empty, useless calories I put into my body!!!   I stayed hung over all day yesterday...but, I'm feel a little better for a Monday.   DH came home from his weekend getaway to Chapel Hill and I don't think he even missed me.  Oh well...  Such is life.....