Just came home

Welcome home Penny!  I hope those questioning fears go away soon.... you're going to be great.  What a time for your husband to get sick! You need to tell him that this is YOUR time to be taken care of! ;)  I'm glad things are going well - keep it up! Sarah

Welcome home, Penny!!!!   So happy for you that you made it this far. The feelings will subside as the weight comes off. I had congestion...from having that tube down your throat. If you came home with the breathing toy, continue to use it. This will help with getting that junk out of  your lungs. Hope that your husband gets well, too. Try to stay away as your immune system is down. Happy Loosing to you.   Peace, Cindy

Penny, Glad to see you are home!  Not to worry about the questioning thoughts, with each day that will pass.  I felt a bit depressed and in a funk for 2 or 3 weeks afterwords until I started getting up and around, back to work and had my vitamin water and eating schedule down.  It feels like a full time job keeping up with that in the beginning!  HUGS and your husband will be in my thoughts too.