wow, stumbled on some of my old clothes...
I am packing to go on a cruise tomorrow, and I had shoved some of my old clothes into my suitcase when we move.I pulled these jeans out and cannot believe I once wore those comfortably!!!!! There is a huge size difference in a 24w and a 14, though I still cannot grasp it. I guess I never thought I looked as heavy as I was, and now I do not think I look as small as I actually am. It's weird, and i know purely psychological. It is amazing that I have come this far is six short months!
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on 3/30/12 4:28 am
on 3/30/12 4:28 am
Body image is a strange thing.
Down 50+ and I don't think I look small(er), I think I look just like I should. Pre op I would catch a glimpse of me and think "that's not right". I know many have posted saying that they still see themselves as being heavy. For me reality is matching up more with my internal image. Maybe at goal I will think I can't really be that small.
I am wishing I kept one pair of my big pants just to look back on, but cest la vie.
Down 50+ and I don't think I look small(er), I think I look just like I should. Pre op I would catch a glimpse of me and think "that's not right". I know many have posted saying that they still see themselves as being heavy. For me reality is matching up more with my internal image. Maybe at goal I will think I can't really be that small.
I am wishing I kept one pair of my big pants just to look back on, but cest la vie.

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