I'll Always Be The Fat Girl

Carol((((((((((((((BIG HUG)))))))))))))) Thank you Girlfriend for thinking about me. I DO feel better.....that has to count for something. Take care. willby

Hi Stranger, How are you my dear Willby. I have missed you, although I dont get on here even to read or lurk hardly anymore. Im glad you have accepted yourself, whether it be fat or thin, that is the important thing. You have still lost a lot of weight and should be proud of yourself for that. It is very hard to be deligent in our journey. I, too, am now having difficulty and I am afraid of maybe gaining weight back. I am trying my best after almost 2 years it gets harder. I havent lost in months and months. I still have about 60lbs to lose and dont think that will happen. I am eating quite a lot , and do my best to eat protien first, then the rest of my meal. I also will never ever be thin. I am still heavier now then some of the lightweights were when they started their journey. I just have to accept me for me. I wish you the best, and keep in touch. You were a big part of me coming to and staying involved on this board. Because of you I have met life long friends. Being a sucess doesnt mean just being thin, some lives you have touched and changed forever in such a good way and will never realize what you have done for some people. and Grandma/Soos

Granny Soos, You brought me to tears Sue. That was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. You know............I couldnt have even gotten through the first few months without your supportive phone calls. You were an angel for me. Thank you!! willby and

hey girl we will always be the fat girls right! I hope you doing better! and 244 sounds real good to me Im still in the 300's but im getting down there 325!!!!! Email when ever you want to vent you bad habits i have mine to see ya soon Marlena

Marlena(((((((((((((((((((BIG HUG))))))))))))) GIRL!!!!!!!!!! You are looking GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! willby and

Willby ... You *ARE* the best BS'er here ... done deal ... but that's why we love'ems you so very much!!! I to your wit and humor. For the record and being serious now ... I'm so very proud of you and I think you've made wonderful progress. No BS. And I know where you're coming from on "life can swallow us up whole" ... and the thin girl being protected. But I sincerely don't think we're meant to ever be thinking of ourselves as thin ... if we did we might forget the journey it took for us to get that way. Please keep posting ... we all miss you when you're gone. (((hugs))) Myra G

Hi ms willby I know how you feel about accepting yourself it is a very hard thing to do we tend to want to hide but you have come sooo far and you will do well in whatever you want to do this def isnt as eady as I thought it would be I have to work hard at it as u know it is easy to fall into old habits but just know u r who u r and are beautiful no matter what u keep a lot of us sane and we love u for it love candy