sad today

I am having a bad emotional day. I feel like such a failure today. I really need a job. I have not worked in about a year. I was not able to walk much before surgery. I send resumes almost daily. I get interviews, but never get jobs. In a few weeks, the money situation will be horrible. Some bills will probably not be paid. Technically, I am single and have no source of income. I just feel like I don't know what to do to get a job. Maybe it is just how I am. Well I was going to splurge and go to a baseball game with my niece; she is visiting from out of town. Well when I talked to her earlier seems her bf and her got tickets for themselves. If I got a ticket, I would be sitting alone. Not worth it. Here ball tickets are not too expensive so I could have done it financially. The idea that I was left out made me feel bad. I honestly do not have friends where I live. I need someone I can talk about the things that I am going through and I feel like I have no one. Of course, I have my gf, but sometimes I need to talk to someone else. I mean I tell her everything, but she takes responsibility for me. Like financially she has taken care of me whenever I was not working. Thank you for letting me vent. I just needed to express some things. Hope you are all well

Erin, I am sorry you are having a hard time. If you need to talk I am here. You are more than welcome to email me. Leeanne

We all go thru hard times and I am sorry to hear that right now is especially hard for you. It is understandable that you feel this way and I sincerely hope you get a job soon. I will be praying for you to get thru this stuff, and feel free to email me as well if need be. Coming here is the first step to releasing that frustration. I can tell you that going thru Katrina, I've learned that right when you need him the most, God will step in and create miracles. My favorite quote is "when you think all is lost, the future remains" ... I hope yours is bright and happy.

Big Hugs Erin!

Erin I wish I had some words to make you feel better but I wanted you to know that we are all here for you and wishing you good things for the future. I know it's easier said than done but take it easy and things will fall into place. Hang in there and if you need to vent or just chat I'm always here. HUGS, Jamie

I want to thank those who have responded to this post. The support has been wonderful and I am doing better today. Thank you again Erin

Glad to hear it Erin! The real value of support groups like this, is to know you are not alone and that people do care! Lori

Have you thought about temp agency's. When I was out of work I went straight to the temp agency and I tell you this everytime I went I would get a job and be hired on. You might want to try that. Lorraine

I have registered with a few temp agencies today so maybe they can help me. Thank you for the suggestion