Been missing y'all
Still not feeling all that great ... chest pain and breathless and feeling weak still coming and going. The PCP made an appointment for me with the cardio that did my surgery workup and I see him next Wednesday ... (soonest I could get in 
). I did call my BS, and found he's out of country til the 1st, one day after the cardio appointment ... so I basically have only my PCP to depend on right now. He said call anytime, come anytime, if I feel worse or go to the ER ... otherwise try to "ride it out" til the cardio appointment.
In meantime, I'm trying to stay on my feet more, keep my mind occupied and not dwell on any of this ... and, as my Mom says, "not borrow trouble" ... but it's not easy. I just keep wondering if somehow something was overlooked about my heart (and if I've been playing roulette during all these times I've had procedures and surgeries and anesthesia) or if something's made something go wrong. I guess those are normal thoughts, but kind of morbid.
Any rate, I haven't been at the computer much as a result. I try to look in at least once a day, but sometimes fail in that ... so if I've missed saying "congratulations" to someone or sending ((hugs)) needed ... please forgive.
Will know more after Wednesday (31st), so just say prayers ok? With any luck it will just be something silly and simple causing a "mountain out of a molehill". 
and 
Myra
). I did call my BS, and found he's out of country til the 1st, one day after the cardio appointment ... so I basically have only my PCP to depend on right now. He said call anytime, come anytime, if I feel worse or go to the ER ... otherwise try to "ride it out" til the cardio appointment.
In meantime, I'm trying to stay on my feet more, keep my mind occupied and not dwell on any of this ... and, as my Mom says, "not borrow trouble" ... but it's not easy. I just keep wondering if somehow something was overlooked about my heart (and if I've been playing roulette during all these times I've had procedures and surgeries and anesthesia) or if something's made something go wrong. I guess those are normal thoughts, but kind of morbid.
Any rate, I haven't been at the computer much as a result. I try to look in at least once a day, but sometimes fail in that ... so if I've missed saying "congratulations" to someone or sending ((hugs)) needed ... please forgive.
Will know more after Wednesday (31st), so just say prayers ok? With any luck it will just be something silly and simple causing a "mountain out of a molehill".
and
Myra 
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