What a crappy week

I found out this week i would most likely be laid off at my job in the next month. It was quite a shock, I've been there for over 8 years and I love my job and the people I work with. I've been trying to process this all week and finally today was my melt down day. Went for a long walk at lunch to try and clear my mind and ended up crying the whole way. I'm just getting really angry about the whole thing. Then, the one thing I was looking forward to was a date tonight and the guy stood me up. Guess he just wasn't that interested but boy did it hurt. It's the first time I've been asked out for many years and I really like this guy, but now I'm just ticked off. My stomach is all in knots and I'm having a hard time eating much. I'm trying to eat soft foods in very small amounts cause that seems to be the only thing that works. Working out is the only thing helping. arrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!! I knew my stress free life was too good to be true - that Murphy's Law just always comes back to bite me in the ass. Hope you guys don't mind me venting, but this week was just too much. I'm tired of having blood shot eyes.

When I saw your header, I thought perhaps you were upset about Air Force's basketball woes.  I didn't expect to read that you are facing impending layoff.  That blows, and I'm really sorry to hear this. And to top it off, a guy stands you up?  Inexcusable!  He must be punished!  Take it easy the next few days, be sure to pamper yourself, and try drinking hot tea to loosen the knots in your stomach.  You don't need an ulcer.  Keep venting, that's why we're here.  Your pal, Kix

Air Force woes are a little frustrating! But I still love the team and those kids - they have been a joy to watch this year! I'm going to watch the selection committee today with some friends, hoping they make it to the dance! Hey, did you hear they moved the Denver OH conference to Greeley? I'm not exactly sure why they would go to Greeley, although I did live there for a while and have a place to stay, which is nice. Just kind of weird???

When I heard it had been moved to Greeley, I emailed someone and asked why in the heck it was being held in Greeley, but I didn't get a response.  It's awfully inconvienient, unless you live in Wyoming or Nebraska. Unless I'm off my supplemental O2 by then, I probably won't be able to go now.  Greeley is a bit far from us to drive back and forth, and staying overnight isn't an option because of the supplemental O2. It seems to me if you wanted to attract a bigger audience, you'd make the conference site more central for everyone, but what do I know?  Glad to hear you are feeling better.  I'm about to lapse into a coma -- a combination of all the exercise this AM and the stupid springing ahead. Kix

HEY PJ,           I AM SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR JOB. THAT TOTALLY HAS TO BE UPSETTING I KNOW.ITS EASIER SAID THAN DONE BUT TRY NOT TO LET IT MAKE YA SICK WORRYING AND BEING SO UPSET. JUST TAKE IT EASY. AND AS FAR AS THE STANDING UP MAN...... WELL.... WANT ME AND KIX TO COME OVER AND PULL A 9 TO 5 MOVIE ON HIM ? LOL CRAP LIKE THAT HAPPENS BUT IT SURE DOESNT MAKE YOU FEEL ANY BETTER. JUST REMEMBER ITS HIS LOSS. YOU ARE SO WORTH KNOWING.... HUGS MARGE

PJ, I'm sorry about your week.  I totally understand the job thing and anger.  My husband found out last week that his job will end May 1.  He is relieved, but I've been angry and upset. How crappy that the guy stood you up! I hope this weekend you will be able to destress a bit and that things will be better.

I understand the feeling of being laid off...  I was at a job I enjoyed at a mental health facility and was laid off.  I was in shock and felt terrible.  I am truely sorry that this is happening to you.  Men are jerks sometimes, so try not to let this one get you down.  You are worth taking care of, and that guy is missing out!  Good thoughts and prayers comming your way, Richard I

Thanks everyone, It really helped to vent up here and then read all your responses - you all made me smile! I had a nice mellow day yesterday... went for a hike, took down my Christmas tree (yes, I am a little late on that - it was just so pretty!) and rented a movie. It was a good day despite everything that has happened. I'm feeling pretty good about my cir****tances - financially I'm doing well and have a pretty good plan in place. But I'm still angry it came to this - there are some things they mismanaged that could of avoided the situation. But hey, anger is good sometimes and I think right now it is valid! thanks again everyone, you all mean so much to me!!!!

Sorry you had a sucky week, PJ.  I hope next week is much better and will be praying that you find a new job quickly.  Hugs, Tracy