I started bawling in Kmart
I almost cried when I got home after going to Kmart. They had a men's size 50 pair of shorts on a clearance rack. I picked them up since I figured I would eventually get into them. Got home and tried them on and...THEY FIT!! The waist was actually a little lose but they were perfect around my hips and lose enough in the thighs to be comfortable. And I was able to use the belt that came with them too.
I also tried on my roommate's 2x shirt and it fit!
I had a meltdown when I was trying to find clothes for a job interview. None of my appropriate clothing fits anymore..it all looks like it swims on me. Even the stuff that was too tight for me to wear is big.
I have no concept of what size I should expect to be at various points in my weightloss. I was a 32/34W, 4X at my highest!
RNY: 7/2009
HW: 361 SW: 320 CW: 157.6