I Dont Want To Join This Club!!

Holy Cow!!! I dont think Ive ever felt as big as i do right this very minute! In the land of morbid obesity.....I'm either at the top or the bottom (depends on how you see it) lol SUPEROBESE? hhmmmmmmmmm.....i'm going to have to think about this one. anyone care to join me in my trip? i believe i'm about to visit the land of d-e-n-i-a-l.

nope I admit I'm there, that's why I'm here.

Bonnie, I like that.Straight and to the point. Thanks for answering my post.

It's okay, hon. I'm bigger than you are and I'm depressed too. I'm no longer in denial. Denial got me to 400 lbs during pregnancy, then back to 400 lbs six months after my daughter was born because I wanted to believe it had all been pregnancy fat and I could go back to eating the fattening crap I had been. Hugs to you and good luck on your journey. Tonya

Tonya, Thanks for answering my post! But in the defense of the land of denial....its like that Walgreens commercial and the land of perfect. In the land of denial there are no such things as pounds, calories, high blood pressure, heart disease, aching joints etc etc etc. Too bad its not a real place. Good luck on your journey.

oh bridgett do i feel you and you to tonya i put on all my Super weight during my preg to and then some after weighing in at 480lbs wow! i gained 111lbs with Ana and i didn't really think i was that big until i moved my bed infront of my mirrored chest and cought the glamce of myself laying in bed. OH MY GOD i couldnt believe want my family had been telling me was try i was HUGE (althought they put it nicely) so i tried and tired to lose weight but my CHIP addiction fails me everytime so im going to weight loss surgery rehab and killing the habbit and hopely my weight problem Well good luck lady with your journey to...

Marlena, Thank you for answering my post! One thing I learned a loooooooooooooong time ago. NEVER EVER EVER put a mirror anywhere near the bed. OH! Nightmares for years. I really do wish you luck with your WLS. everyone here is so supportive and so giving of their time and experience. If you would like to stay in touch, just email me. WE will make it to the other side!! right?

Bridget, I do understand. I used to say I was "a little over 350" since that was all that the scales would go to and SURELY I was just a tad to heavy for the doctor's scale. Well, then I went to the bariatric surgeon and found out I was 499 pounds... that adds a whole new meaning to super morbidly obese! We are all at this point of our lives with some hard realities to face but you are doing great by talking about it and admitting your feelings!!!! Patti 3 days to go to my surgery date

Patti, Thanks for answering my post. HURRAY for you and your surgery next week I will definitley be sending good thoughts your way. i know what you mean about weight. It truly is just a hop,skip, and a jump from 300 to 350 to 400 to 450. I also know if i dont do something now i will be there soon enough. and its funny, but i thought i HAD faced the reality of being obese and then morbidly obese......but why did they have to add another category? I was perfectly happy thinking i was just MO. anyways............... Good Luck to you next week.......I am so excited for you!

Bridget, Believe it or not, in some circles they have SUPER SUPER morbidly obese, which, of course, I qualify for!!! I just ordered a scale that weighs to 550 pounds so I will NEVER be in denial about my actual weight again. I could have gotten one that goes to 440 for ten bucks less but I am still at 463 so I want ALL TRUTH from here on out!!! OK.. so, it two weeks I won't need the biggest girl scale again but hey, it is all about reality check!!!!! Patti 3 days to go WAAAHOOOOO