Now that it is here.....

Oh, God, I can't believe that I have to start my liquid diet tomorrow. I feel like there is still so much food out there that I want "one last time" I keep looking around seeing what else I can cram down my throat before morning. It doesn't help that I am exhausted. Thursday night I didn't sleep cause I had to make sure I was up at 4 am to make it to Phoenix on time for my pre op testing. Friday I had another sleep study Saturday my 4 year old was up puking till 2 Sunday, last night, we were in the ER till 4 with my 4 year old who has a horrible case of croup,,,the paramedics even had to transport him. Then tonight was trick or treating,,,,and I am sooooo tired,,,yet I want to stay up a bit to make sure there is nothing left I need to taste before morning. grrrrr............... Am I crazy or just sleep deprived??? Vee

I stayed up until midnight was not really that food thing it was getting in my last pop before I could not have any for a while good luck

I thought Pepsi would be real hard for me,,and I have been slowly decreasing it over the last two weeks,,,I won't go as far as to say that I will not miss it,,but fortunaltly it will not be as big an issue for me as it could be...as a matter of fact,,,,guess I should go get one last one for the road.... Vee

Hi Vee, You couldn't had cramed one more tramatic thing in the past 5 days. No wonder you are tired. I guess sometimes we get soooo tired..that we can't sleep. I guess we can't say"stop the world...I want to get off!!" It looks like your time in the hospital..will be like a short vacation!! Get some sleep!!! Hugs and Smiles, Virginia

Thats true, Virginia,,,now as long as I don't aquire the upper respetory infection from him, I will be fine. And as a side note, I DID fall asleep last night before I was officailly "done" tasting.....and I woke up this morning absolutely starving. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Vee

Hi Vee, You DO realize that you only want the food/Pepsi because you can't have it! My mom says I'm stubborn that way..if you tell me I can't have something..the more I want it. I guess I gotta get over this one and grow-up! or maybe not! Virginia

good lord, vee. that is one heckuva busy, crazy week. perhaps it will help if you think of it as food you will only want to taste instead of food you can never have again. it helped me. alot. hope you've gotten some sleep take care and good luck, girl dorthe