Under 200!!
OhhMyGoodness!! Its official! Im finally under 200lbs!! I didnt think Id ever see this day, even after I had surgery I had doubts that I would manage to get under 200. Now my goal of 150 seems so close and I know that I will make it. I now weigh 196lbs!!
I have avoided the scale for a couple weeks now knowing that I had gained a few pounds after I got over being sick. I wasnt sure that I was going to be able to loose the slight gain. Well I did! Now Im back to losing and feeling so much better!
With less then 50lbs to go I am starting to wonder just how much more I will lose. Im a little concerned about losing too much and ending up too thin. Im quite large framed so I would look extremely sickly if I was too thin. I know that it will take me awhile to lose this last 50lbs but in the back of my head I cant help but worry about if I will be able to stop when I get to 150.
I know that most here arent quite to the maintaining stage yet, but does anyone have any plans for how to maintain without losing? I never gave much thought to it until now since I didnt honestly think I would ever get to goal.
I have paperwork from my surgeon about maintaining once at goal, but the paperwork says something about increasing calories. That will be a huge problem for me! I struggle everyday to try to get 1000 calories now! How in the world will I be able to increase? Any ideas or suggestions?? Anything that would help ease my mind!!
Its official- Im now one of those post-ops that used to annoy me! Getting closer to goal and already worried about how to maintain!! How could I have managed to lose 130+lbs already?? where did the last 7 months go?? And where would I be right now if I wouldnt have had such a bad couple months of grazing and junk food??
This surgery does work, it is quick, but its far from easy!! Ill argue with anyone who views WLS as a quick easy fix! quick yes, easy NO!!!
Amber M*
Myra,
Thanks so much! It is a huge milestone for me! I havent been under 200 in almost 15 years now.. So this is huge for me! I really have a hard time believing that the scale was right!!
As for maintaining.. Im scared to death! Im worried Ill either keep loosing and get too thin.. Or that Ill find a way to get more calories and end up gaining!! I didnt realize how many steps there are in this journey and just how stressful they can be!!
This is a neverending journey!
Amber
Hello Amber,
Congratulations on reaching onederland.
It's such an awesome feeling. I know
exactly how you feel. I'm still wanting to lose.
I weigh myself everyday. I want to know if I've
gained a pound or two so I can get rid of it right
away. Congratulations again and keep up the great
work.
Have a great day,
Diana
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