Happy Surgiversary to me!!!
So as of today, it's been one year and one day since I changed my life for the better. I have lost right at 101 pounds, but am trying to get that last stubborn 10 pounds off (though not trying very hard, I might add.)
Surprisingly, I keep having this feeling like this is all good to be true. I had absolutely no problem getting the weight off. I have not exercised, I take my vitamins every day without any hesitation or second thought, and I can eat ANYTHING without having any ill effects.
The weird thing is, I have this overwhelming worry that the weight is going to come back. So much so, that I kind of freak out about it. Life is just so great now that I am so scared to go back to where I was. I'm sure I won't, but I can't help this feeling of dread. This was definitely something I didn't expect. However, if this is my only trouble, so be it! ha ha.
The only "blip" in my recovery was my bowel obstruction that I had at 9 months. I call it a blip, because I knew that was something that could happen, and I was willing to take that risk when I had this surgery. It was, however, no small thing. It was the worst pain I've ever had and I pray to God that never happens again.
Overall, however, I feel amazing. I look amazing, if I do say so myself, and my life is fantastic. I'm happier now than I've ever been, and my relationship with my husband is great.
Just wanted to touch base and let you all know how great this surgery has been for me. If I can, I'll try to post some pics later.
Sarah
Surprisingly, I keep having this feeling like this is all good to be true. I had absolutely no problem getting the weight off. I have not exercised, I take my vitamins every day without any hesitation or second thought, and I can eat ANYTHING without having any ill effects.
The weird thing is, I have this overwhelming worry that the weight is going to come back. So much so, that I kind of freak out about it. Life is just so great now that I am so scared to go back to where I was. I'm sure I won't, but I can't help this feeling of dread. This was definitely something I didn't expect. However, if this is my only trouble, so be it! ha ha.
The only "blip" in my recovery was my bowel obstruction that I had at 9 months. I call it a blip, because I knew that was something that could happen, and I was willing to take that risk when I had this surgery. It was, however, no small thing. It was the worst pain I've ever had and I pray to God that never happens again.
Overall, however, I feel amazing. I look amazing, if I do say so myself, and my life is fantastic. I'm happier now than I've ever been, and my relationship with my husband is great.
Just wanted to touch base and let you all know how great this surgery has been for me. If I can, I'll try to post some pics later.
Sarah
Happy Surgiversary! Congrats on your fabulous successes. I know what you mean about feeling it will all fall apart and I'll regain what I lost. I think our past experiences have conditioned us to have that feeling, or expectation. Do try to concentrate on the positive though. What a ride, huh?
Duodenal Switch 4/29/09
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Loving my DS!!
Yeah, it has been simply amazing. That's the only word I can use to describe it. Best thing I have ever done for myself, EVER. What a ride. I am trying to focus on living life and not worrying about what will come. I am weighing myself daily, so I'm pretty sure if I see that scale go over 153, I'm gonna reel it in big time.
Sarah,
I really "get" the feelings of worry. My WLS experience was that I lost too much (due to non-compliance and not eating/supplementing/drinking enough) and was in a position where I needed to gain 40 pounds to be at my original goal (I'm 5'10", and 180 pounds is where I know I should be. I got down to 140) and in order to be healthy. You can imagine, I was petrified. Scared of zooming right past 180, and going back to 310, my highest weight.
It was hard to gain at first, so, after getting in the healthy stuff, I was eating a lot of carbs. It took a year to do it, but I did get back to 180. Then 190. Then, 198. Then, I finally remembered that I would need to scale back on the carbs. (I'm a really slow learner sometimes). I did, and am back in the 180-185 range. If I see 186, I know I overdid the carbs the previous day, and am just a bit more disciplined the next day.
I am not deprived by any means.
And, for the first time in my life, it takes MODERATION, not STARVATION, to maintain my weight. I freakin' love this surgery.
I'm so glad you're feeling good, and are happy. Just wanted to reassure you that there isn't necessarily another shoe waiting to drop.
I really "get" the feelings of worry. My WLS experience was that I lost too much (due to non-compliance and not eating/supplementing/drinking enough) and was in a position where I needed to gain 40 pounds to be at my original goal (I'm 5'10", and 180 pounds is where I know I should be. I got down to 140) and in order to be healthy. You can imagine, I was petrified. Scared of zooming right past 180, and going back to 310, my highest weight.
It was hard to gain at first, so, after getting in the healthy stuff, I was eating a lot of carbs. It took a year to do it, but I did get back to 180. Then 190. Then, 198. Then, I finally remembered that I would need to scale back on the carbs. (I'm a really slow learner sometimes). I did, and am back in the 180-185 range. If I see 186, I know I overdid the carbs the previous day, and am just a bit more disciplined the next day.
I am not deprived by any means.
And, for the first time in my life, it takes MODERATION, not STARVATION, to maintain my weight. I freakin' love this surgery.
I'm so glad you're feeling good, and are happy. Just wanted to reassure you that there isn't necessarily another shoe waiting to drop.
Caprice,
You know, it's so good to hear from people farther out than me who have had the same experience. I am comfortable where I am at now, but would like to take another 10 off just to allow a little rebound room. I do feel like I've come this far that I will not let myself get out of control again.
The great thing I have heard from many people is that now when I need to "diet", it will actually
work for me. If I need to take some weight off, I know what I have to do, and will do it. Being this happy and looking this great is definitely worth it. Thanks -
Sarah
You know, it's so good to hear from people farther out than me who have had the same experience. I am comfortable where I am at now, but would like to take another 10 off just to allow a little rebound room. I do feel like I've come this far that I will not let myself get out of control again.
The great thing I have heard from many people is that now when I need to "diet", it will actually
work for me. If I need to take some weight off, I know what I have to do, and will do it. Being this happy and looking this great is definitely worth it. Thanks -
Sarah
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